“Ambiguous Loss” imagines the feelings and experiences of people living with dementia that most caregiver perspectives only approximate. As the title suggests, the poem reveals ambiguities about this condition: namely, which parts of the self are lost or preserved (“[the] heart or [the] mind”) and what it feels like to undergo these changes (“moments of pleasant pain”).
Through metaphor and sensory-rich language, the speaker helps us see these experiences as “[a]nd—not but” while demonstrating the failure of words to capture exactly “[w]hat is it like?” The “last of the ambiguities,” overtly identified as decision-making around end-of-life care, becomes something else entirely. It is only when the speaker describes the caregiver’s instructions for storing medications that the poem’s subject turns ambiguous: once we learn that the caregiver, too, might need prompts to remember, questions emerge.
Does she “[sense] something was missing” in her loved one, or in herself? Does she make the “signs asking for help,” or does he?
JAMA (Journal of the American Medical Association) published a clinical update in Research Highlights on 07 Apr 2026.
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